You can't have it the way you want.

Trust and love go
hand in hand you
can never have one
with out the other.

Love and happiness go
hand in hand one is
not the same with
out the other.

You can love someone
without trusting them
and you can be in love
but not happy.

Trust is like a mirror
once you break it you
can never look at
it the same.

Doesn't matter how hard
you want it to be the same
and make you feel the same way...
Once you break something you
can never really enjoy it
the way you once did...

I love you,
I don't trust you not to hurt me,
I don't trust you to keep me safe,
I don't trust you to make me happy,
I don't trust you to keep me sane,
I don't trust you to make me important,
I don't trust you to stay with me,
I don't trust you to change...

I've given you chances a million in two times.
I've risked it all to try one more time for you
I've put my heart on the line
and gotten nothing but screwed in return
I can't do it again...

I love you but that's not enough with out happiness and trust..
I'm sorry but it just will never be the same you broke me and you don't really understand or care that I'm only broken for you.
On my own I'm fine. I have to do what's right for me.
Right now that doesn't involve you at all.