Who needs progress..

Don't be disappointed in the progress I've made.
If I fall for you today and wake up tomorrow with a heart full of regrets....
We are a secret our lips can't speak in empty hallways
were we both stand. If the words leave our mouths
our lips will linger tangle and lose the battle we've been
fighting to end them where they started.

If our lips meet in every way they shouldn't I'm sorry.
We're a desire that's unattainable...
Stop looking at me like you know me,
as if you know what's inside and floating
on my mind, stop looking at me like you love me,
stop looking at me like you can only see me,
Cause honey you destroy my attempts to stop
us from happening with a look like that.

Love is a child's game and I'm ready to go out
and call a do over and feel you once again.
If only there wasn't so much at stake I'd
risk it all I'd throw my life on the table for
one more second flying threw the air with you.
Somethings different about your touch now that
I can finally feel you again.
Somethings different about your voice
now that I can safely hear it mixed with mine.
Somethings different about the way you look
now that I can finally see you your body tangled with mine.
Somethings different about the way you taste
on my mouth now that our lips have finally touched again.
A lust like ours is impossible to find but we've found it.
So think of me tonight when your alone let these
memories keep you tossing and turning in your bed
as you look at the celling wondering what's missing..
baby it's me it's always been me.
You touch me like I want to be touched without being asked or told.
You kiss me like you want me here and now,
make my knees weak I can smell the liquor feel it burning
my own throat and know it's what brought you here
and that I should turn you away but its your hand
lingering on my back that wont let me let this go not
this quickly..
"Baby your like walking sex that's been walking by me for months teasing."
You say as you kiss my neck. I giggle like I had before because I feel the same when I catch myself in your gaze...

When you awake in the morning I tell you I'm sorry.
I know we messed up. You look at me and smile.
"No we did exactly what we were supposed to do."
You sit up and move over I smile to myself and say out loud.
"I guess we both knew it would happen again eventually."
You smile and pull me onto your lap my head falls on your
shoulder and I can't help but not feel regret for letting the
night take us over.
But I've missed it all for
so long I lost my way.

I missed myself in your arms,
your kiss upon my body and
that look in your eye. To regret
every mistake we made last night.
Would be a shameful loss on my part.
I feel your eyes piercing into my soul like
a hot needle. I need this feeling to feel
right when I'm near you...
I know it might not last again.The thought
is already making it hard
to breathe forget lust it's a dangerous thing
to want what you cant have.
Yet you and I are extremely jinxed with the
teasing taste of lust together.