The world moves slower and slower.. I'm just chilling here waiting for it to stop. What happens when it stops? I mean does your life become redundant for a particular reason or is there an exact cause? A dull relationship, repetitive job, or not furthering an education? I will admit I have just cause to have not gone on with school. When you have no idea what you want to do or be why waste good money on what you want to do today instead of what you want to do for the rest of your life.
As I sit here though watching my dog walk around in circles and my boyfriend play call of duty I can't help but wonder.... What the HELL am I doing? I am not supposed to be here am I? There's no way, I bet I could name a dozen or more teachers who would say "No Bianca get off your ass and start living your damn life." I've always had that problem. I have that mental state constantly you know if my life's already planed that means I can sit here and my life will just happen, yet my life has always had hiccup's and well "happened" when I get off my ass and DO SOMETHING.
Whats that mean? Am I just extremely lazy? Where'd my ambition go then? mmmmmmmmmmMmmmmmmmmmmmmMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmMmmm
