Is it fair that I want it all?
I want the love of my life to love me forever as long as I want him, I want the perfect job with the perfect pay and hours,I want my best friends from high school to still be my best friends. Um now that last one. Why is it that after graduation you drift?
I mean yeah we had the talks like all of senior’s do their senior year. “Who do you think you’ll never talk to again after graduation?”
But how fair is it that your very best friend since the minute you were thrown into the same classes together and got over the hole she was not born in this country thing is the one person you miss the most when their supposed to be you best friend forever and all that jazz?
I mean really I have friends from high school I didn’t think I’d ever speak to again after graduation but here they are right at my side backing me up making me feel amazing. The one person I acutaully had these talks with is the one person I don’t talk to on a weekly basis hell I’m lucky if I talk to her once a month…. But the sad part is I miss her.
All the time.
I go shopping with new friends or to diner and a movie or even looking for a new place to live and I look over at them expecting to see Marinela and when she’s not there when I wasn’t dreaming she really isn’t my best friend anymore and suddenly everything I did for that girl in high school I suddenly regret?
I mean yeah were all super busy hell I have a boyfriend who’s attached to my hip a job and my lovely family life plus more then a couple of dozen friends I make time for. So why is it easy for me to throw you a text or an email and it’s completely impossibly for you to do the same every once and a while. I mean come on I see you change you facebook status a dozen times a day pop over to my page and through me a cute message. Say hello over there you still alive that’s all I want. Hey and you know what if it’s something I did even better tell me and I’ll fix it I promise I’ll make it all better, and we can go back to hating the same stupid sluts that we’ve hated forever and pigging out while watching the hills because hey!!! Guess what when every comment I leave you is I miss you. Take the hint because one day I wont be there anymore. I’ll have finally given up dropped my signs and moved on from that place on the side of your life where you never notice me.
I want the love of my life to love me forever as long as I want him, I want the perfect job with the perfect pay and hours,I want my best friends from high school to still be my best friends. Um now that last one. Why is it that after graduation you drift?
I mean yeah we had the talks like all of senior’s do their senior year. “Who do you think you’ll never talk to again after graduation?”
But how fair is it that your very best friend since the minute you were thrown into the same classes together and got over the hole she was not born in this country thing is the one person you miss the most when their supposed to be you best friend forever and all that jazz?
I mean really I have friends from high school I didn’t think I’d ever speak to again after graduation but here they are right at my side backing me up making me feel amazing. The one person I acutaully had these talks with is the one person I don’t talk to on a weekly basis hell I’m lucky if I talk to her once a month…. But the sad part is I miss her.
All the time.
I go shopping with new friends or to diner and a movie or even looking for a new place to live and I look over at them expecting to see Marinela and when she’s not there when I wasn’t dreaming she really isn’t my best friend anymore and suddenly everything I did for that girl in high school I suddenly regret?
I mean yeah were all super busy hell I have a boyfriend who’s attached to my hip a job and my lovely family life plus more then a couple of dozen friends I make time for. So why is it easy for me to throw you a text or an email and it’s completely impossibly for you to do the same every once and a while. I mean come on I see you change you facebook status a dozen times a day pop over to my page and through me a cute message. Say hello over there you still alive that’s all I want. Hey and you know what if it’s something I did even better tell me and I’ll fix it I promise I’ll make it all better, and we can go back to hating the same stupid sluts that we’ve hated forever and pigging out while watching the hills because hey!!! Guess what when every comment I leave you is I miss you. Take the hint because one day I wont be there anymore. I’ll have finally given up dropped my signs and moved on from that place on the side of your life where you never notice me.
